You just joined the Jedis

I don’t have to tell anyone that religion has been around for a long time. Artifacts and red dust found at Neanderthal archaeological sites have been interpreted by Scientists as having a religious purpose. Every human society known to science has had some form of religion, so for whatever reason it has been with us. In recent years religion has been taking a beating from what has been dubbed by the media and others as “the new atheists”, fellows like Sam Harris, Richard Dawkins, and Daniel Dennett who have recently released a number of books that attack religion, faith, and spirituality itself as evils that have outlived their usefulness to Mankind. Their books and rhetoric have drawn the ire of Religious leaders and believers, creating a whole new genre of youtube video.

While traditional religions have been losing their faithful and clout for the last 50 years (though this is a very relative term, as fundamentalism and religious activism have increased in proportion) interest in “new age” faiths, pagan beliefs, eastern religion, and other esoteric sects and belief systems. Most of these “new age” religions at least purport to be the distillation of age old secrets and beliefs, or at least a new revelation from a traditional deity. There are of course totally new home grown religions appearing, the Church of the Sub Genius, Pastafarians, innumerable others as well (think the hale-bop cult, heaven’s gate, etc., etc.). At the bottom of this sad scale of religious belief is believers in faiths that were created whole-cloth from the minds of people who pretend for a living and here we find such sad people like Jedis and Scientologists (who, I am only half joking, will send me some sort of nasty email form their lawyers). These are people so desperate for a belief system that they actualize the fictional religions of others, this is only half true with Scientology it was fiction but Hubbard was cashing in. Wired Magazine has a small article in their October issue about this group here, I couldn’t bring myself to read all of it. Of course what Jedis stood for in the Star Wars movie was mostly a good thing, but you can do what they do without investing it with anything supernatural.

The world is fascinating enough without creating magic, and omnipotent bearded men in the sky, or alien invaders from the deep past who destroyed prisoners in volcanoes on earth with nuclear devices… Take a break, step outside and enjoy the beauty of existence for what it is, not what you wish it was.

Indecision 2007

I ripped the headline from The Daily Show, you probably knew that. Unfortunately I’m not just indecisive every 4 years, rather it’s every day. I don’t think I used to feel this way. I vaguely recall I time when I was certain of things, when I could make decisions with a minimum of thought and consideration, mostly because I didn’t have to do any thinking of my own. Lucky for me it had all been done for me by nice people who were always right. This is of course when I had faith, thinking about it now I don’t know if I can call it faith in God, it seems more accurate to say it was faith in my parents and family, and faith in the LDS Church. Why would my parents lie to me? Who else has my best interests at heart? If the Church or my parents said “No”, that was good enough for me, even more it freed me up from having to make difficult ethical decisions. I didn’t have to way both sides of a question. I didn’t have to exam things from different points of view. This had been done and the correct answer package delivered. This made life at times very easy, it made me decisive and quick, all with any lack of guilt or doubt. Better, it made me feel superior, I knew what was right and everyone who didn’t agree was wasting their time debating and questioning, worse they were sinning and needed to be corrected, either in this life or the next. Self righteousness is never pretty, though we see a lot of it in the media, where every public person dresses themselves in it, as if it covers over a plethora of sins, the least among them being poor judgment.

Now though, I don’t have the benefit of people making decisions for me (except he “experts” in Sacramento and Washington D.C.) I’m constantly examining the reasons behind the decisions I make, this coupled with the fact that never had decisive nature, can make coming to conclusions difficult. It is hard for me to have definitive reasons for the things I believe now. I can support causes and beliefs, but it is only because the evidence to support them is stronger than the alternatives, nothing is set in stone, nothing is permanent and while I feel I am a better person for this, it comes at a price. The price of not knowing whether I am right, and after 2o years of having that it can be unsettling when it is gone, like a skiff suddenly being cut from it’s moorings, I find myself adrift in a sea of thought and opinion.

What I did last weekend…ADVENTURE!

Diana and I went out camping last weekend as well as visiting the Monterey Bay Aquarium. We didn’t know if we’d be able to find a campsite as we hadn’t reserved any so we had a back up plan of just hanging out at the beach and then staying overnight at her Father’s. Sunday morning we got up packed the truck and headed for Santa Cruz and the Big Basin State Park. When we arrived we were pleasantly surprised to find out they did have open sites, it turned out a lot of them. We set up camp, went on a little hike in which we saw a small waterfall, then drove to Santa Cruz to walk through the mall and have dinner at a great British pub in Aptos. After dinner we drove back up to camp and went to bed. We got up early on Monday and drove into Monterey where we spent the day at the Aquarium. It goes without saying that this was awesome! Lucky us the aquarium right now has a juvenile great white shark in their largest tank, which we were able to see and perhaps take a picture of. I was worried we wouldn’t be able to see it, that it’d hang out in the back of the tank but a number of times it swam right up to and past the glass, affording everyone there a great view of the fish. I took some pictures but don’t know if they came out as flash photography was strictly prohibited. There were plenty of other things to take pictures of though! I went through 3 and a half rolls of film, mostly on jelly fish and otters but other things as well… I can’t really speak for Diana but I can tell you that I love the aquarium and could spend all sorts of time there, my only complaint was the penguin area of the aquarium was closed for remodeling and the semi-hordes of children getting in my view, we just so happened to arrive on home-schooling day. I think Diana had a good time… :). I fell in love with the entire weekend, the camping, the hiking, the shopping and the sight seeing, I hope our outing at the end of this month to Big Sur is as exciting!

Update on Reading

In the lase few days I’ve quickly gone through a few classic science fiction books that I just wanted to write a little bit about here. The books I’ve just finished are Isaac Asimov’s Foundation and Arthur C. Clarke’s Childhood’s End. I really enjoyed Foundation, Clarke’s book was good, at least I enjoyed the writing, but the story involves race memory unhinged from time and a dualism that I find distasteful in hard sci-fi. Why am I reading these books now? Well I found a list, and both of these books were on the list. I would have eventually read Foundation, as it is often heralded as the best sci-fi book ever written, which I don’t know enough about to confirm or deny… I do know though that if you know anything of late Roman history and early European history you know how this book is going to go, and while it’s good the actual history is much more fascinating and detailed then Asimov’s work ever could be, and Asimov is really rushing things along, it took quite a bit more than 100 odd years for the Roman empire to collapse and for European states to form and the era of Merchant Princes to develop. I know why he had to rush the history along, but it still irks…

Anyway I started to reading James Clemens a.k.a James Rollins a.k.a. Jim Czajkowski’s first fantasy novel Wit’ch Fire, the link is over there to the right if you want to check it out. Without a doubt I think this first effort is better than his first mystery/thriller, Subterranean which somehow manages to have a 4 star rating at Amazon.com, maybe I shouldn’t be using them as my link source, Subterranean is the most ridiculous book I’ve ever read, and I’ve read some really crazy shit (like the original planet of the apes novel and some of Burroughs odder adventures). It has sentient monotremes/marsupials living in caves underneath Antarctica, who talk psychically with Australian aborigines. Yup, you heard that right, psychic underground kangaroo/platypi… Sigh, I sure hope the man has gotten better, I don’t know how his first book ever sold. Anyway… So far, while Wit’ch Fire hasn’t been terribly original, okay the story is the same one you’ve read over and over again, so far it is enjoyable. It is part of a series though and I don’t want to get bogged down in reading three or four 400 page books just to get a story out of the way…

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