A quick word to California voters…

I’m sure you don’t like the propositions on the ballot for the election coming up in 9 days… But, if they go down prepare for a much uglier economic forecast from the State…

I know it’s easy to blame legislators for the mess, but the truth is, this mess is largely the result of voters. If they could pass a budget without asking the voters believe me, legislators would! But the last 20+ years voters have been budgeting from the ballot box and all the props. that have passed in recent years require voter approval to change them. The legislators don’t have any other choice in the matter, their hands have been tied by the ballot box.

Sadly, legislators seem unable to convey this to voters and so we’ve ended up with year after year of gimmicky budgets as legislators attempt to deliver ever more services to constituents with funds from an ever shrinking pot. Worse, legislators have to cope with this monstrous mess with one hand tied behind their backs: the 2/3 majority vote requirement for budget bills.

I’m not optimistic about these initiatives and so when they all fail and legislators and the governor have to figure out how to patch the multi-billion dollar hole in the state budget they’re going to do so with cuts.

You can’t have your cake and eat it too. Funding schools, mental health, extensive roads and transportation networks, etc… takes an incredible sum. You can’t have low taxes and high services. Sadly, the one thing that would help, a constitutional re-write isn’t on the table. I don’t care how it’d be accomplished, through a convention or an extraordinary session of the legislature, it needs to happen.

Or next year and the year after that Californians are going to be back where they are right now. That’s one ballot initiative I’d like to see, and then I’d like to see the initiative process go away. Direct democracy of that sort has only made the job of California legislators, leaders, and citizens more complicated and difficult

Reading Camus Pt. 2

I was amused that he posits that if he found suicide a logical consequence of the absurd world he’d commit it, knowing full well that regardless of his conclusions he hadn’t killed himself and so had found someway to rationalize life, despite initial claims to its inherent meaningless.

The first post on this topic can be found here.

After writing an extensive post on what I’d read so far in Camus, I deleted it.  It sounded too much like a book report, simple regurgitation of what I’d found in the book.  No need for me to do that here.  I’m sure the cliff notes can be found over at Wikipedia (ed. They sure can.)  Bette yet, head to your local library and check the book out, the essay is only a 120 odd pages long and well worth the effort of reading through Camus’ obstructionist style.

No, instead I rather just comment on what I’m reading and on my thoughts and reactions to them.  In the original post I wanted to compare my current thoughts on the topic to the ones I had when I first read the book, it turns out though that my annotations to the work ended just a couple of pages in to it.  I’m forced to use the most fickle and unreliable of sources, my own memory.

I remember Camus being difficult to read, at the time I merely assumed I was a poor reader.  I do not think this is the case any longer.  Instead Camus either has very poor translators, his work is not easily translatable, or, and I suspect this is the case, Camus’ style is intentional obscure and brief.  There are numerous times where Camus comes off vague or assumes we’ve already connected points A,B, and C to Z, without him having to bother to go through the remaining 22 points of his logic.  Existentialism already gets a bad rap, largely undeserved, and making your writing and argument difficult to follow will only further turn people away from a philosophy that has a lot of good in it.

Another point which I misunderstood in my original reading, and maintained in ignorance until now, was what Camus means when he talks about the absurd.  My original thought was that the universe we live in and man’s place in it was so absurd, so ridiculous, that the only way to deal with it was to admit that existence had no inherent meaning.  This is not what Camus is saying, instead Camus is saying that both nature and Man’s desires is what makes the universe we live in absurd.  Nature is a stranger to us, it is what it is and stripped of romanticism or anthropomorphism is quite alien to humanity. This fact, coupled with Man’s own desire to have life make sense, to understand it is what creates the Absurd.  “The impossibility of reducing this world to a rational and reasonable principle” coupled with Humanity’s “appetite for the absolute and for unity” is the problem, the absurd is a construct of how we as humans interact with our surroundings. This makes more sense to me now, and while digesting it I found myself in more agreement with Camus than I ever recall being on my first read.

I’m just now getting in to Camus’ critique of other philosophers who have posited the absurd (though under a different name) and their treatments of suicide.  From the his initial remarks in the beginning of the text and the title of this subsection, as well as various throw-away comments earlier. I’m guessing Camus isn’t that impressed and accuses his colleagues of giving up too soon and abandoning reason and logic to get themselves out of the “desert” as Camus calls it.  Camus says he is taking the problem seriously, a back-handed insult at others that they’ve been far to frivolous when dealing with the subject, and will see it through to the end.  I was amused that he posits that if he found suicide a logical consequence of the absurd world he’d commit it, knowing full well that regardless of his conclusions he hadn’t killed himself and so had found someway to rationalize life, despite initial claims to its inherent meaningless.

Stories and Posts I Enjoyed This Week

Roger Travis is a classics professor who really likes video games and believes there are many connections between the writings of Plato, Homer, and other ancient Greeks and video game design. I have some issues with his thesis but it does make for interesting reading. His latest post compares Plato’s allegory of the cave and video games his point being that much like those trapped in the cave, players believe the games they’re playing and the actions they take in them effect the real world, when all they are is an imitation. Heady stuff.

PZ Meyer’s comments on the new website set up by the Templeton Foundation:  BioLogos.  The site’s, and the foundation’s, mission is to reconcile faith and science.  PZ Meyer rightly accuses the new site of being full of emotional tripe and little that actually helps build a bridge between the two.  This post demonstrates how the problem of evil existing isn’t the problem for atheists as it is for theists.

Cory Doctorow, co-creator of BoingBoing and science fiction writer, shows how and why the Entertainment industry’s lobbying and greed is also its downfall.  I don’t know if I agree with this entirely.  I think despite a creator’s best efforts people will take free if they can get it, especially when it is so much more convenient than the alternative.  Link

XKCD’s comic on twitter and the swine flu

Lastly, a small post by former Computer Games for Windows editor Jeff Green about all the time he has now that he’s given up World of Warcraft (not to mention money!)

Expect the next part of my Camus re-read in a few days!

Giving up Today for Tomorrow

Living like every moment counts and as if you can change the world is exhausting. Which is why it rarely ever is.

Care of Diana

This is a difficult topic to talk about because so much of it is tied up with powerful emotions… Not just my own but almost everyone on the planet… Anyone who holds out for tomorrow in the belief that when this life is over there will be another one to go to, a better one, regardless of your religious tradition the afterlife you imagine for yourself is one of beauty and light, paradisaical.

I used to believe this, at times I still wish I did.  What a comfort it is to think that despite all the wrongs of this world, despite the pain and suffering, despite all the inequality there will be a time when all wrongs are righted, where justice will be served and peace will reign and that we will be there in the presence of God.  I know the power of that comforting thought, it was one that I clinged to for most of my life.  I know longer feel that way, worse I think that it is a lie, a terrible lie!  It blinds us with a beauty we can do nothing to create while we waste the time we have here now.  It tells us that we are fallen, rejected beings living

on a fallen rejected planet.  It denies the glory of our existence and our ability to change the world today, now.  It excuses us from acting on the injustices we see around us today, it absolves us of the horrors we create here and shifts all the blame and responsibility for correcting it on an invisible, unknowable deity, who at some point in the future, always very near but never quite here, to correct.  This is a madness and a sickness.  If today we vowed to live like there was no heaven and hell to absolve us, this world would be a paradise and the need for one far removed would fade into oblivion.  Man is not fallen, nor is Nature corrupted, beauty and justice are obtainable now.  I wish is was as easy as abandoning the lie and moving forward.  But I don’t believe as seductive as it is and yet I’m no better than the faithful.  Knowing something and acting on it are not analogous to each other.

Acting is always the hardest part.  Daily living is just so much habit and change is overcoming a terrible amount of inertia.  Living like every moment counts and as if you can change the world is exhausting.  Which is why it rarely ever is.   I’m just as guilty as everyone else.  I go through each day in a haze aware of but unsympathetic to the injustice that surrounds me,  inured to it from daily exposure.  How do you overcome this?  How do you do so without losing yourself in it?  I don’t know.  I hope to stumble upon a way.

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