Reading Camus Pt. 2

I was amused that he posits that if he found suicide a logical consequence of the absurd world he’d commit it, knowing full well that regardless of his conclusions he hadn’t killed himself and so had found someway to rationalize life, despite initial claims to its inherent meaningless.

The first post on this topic can be found here.

After writing an extensive post on what I’d read so far in Camus, I deleted it.  It sounded too much like a book report, simple regurgitation of what I’d found in the book.  No need for me to do that here.  I’m sure the cliff notes can be found over at Wikipedia (ed. They sure can.)  Bette yet, head to your local library and check the book out, the essay is only a 120 odd pages long and well worth the effort of reading through Camus’ obstructionist style.

No, instead I rather just comment on what I’m reading and on my thoughts and reactions to them.  In the original post I wanted to compare my current thoughts on the topic to the ones I had when I first read the book, it turns out though that my annotations to the work ended just a couple of pages in to it.  I’m forced to use the most fickle and unreliable of sources, my own memory.

I remember Camus being difficult to read, at the time I merely assumed I was a poor reader.  I do not think this is the case any longer.  Instead Camus either has very poor translators, his work is not easily translatable, or, and I suspect this is the case, Camus’ style is intentional obscure and brief.  There are numerous times where Camus comes off vague or assumes we’ve already connected points A,B, and C to Z, without him having to bother to go through the remaining 22 points of his logic.  Existentialism already gets a bad rap, largely undeserved, and making your writing and argument difficult to follow will only further turn people away from a philosophy that has a lot of good in it.

Another point which I misunderstood in my original reading, and maintained in ignorance until now, was what Camus means when he talks about the absurd.  My original thought was that the universe we live in and man’s place in it was so absurd, so ridiculous, that the only way to deal with it was to admit that existence had no inherent meaning.  This is not what Camus is saying, instead Camus is saying that both nature and Man’s desires is what makes the universe we live in absurd.  Nature is a stranger to us, it is what it is and stripped of romanticism or anthropomorphism is quite alien to humanity. This fact, coupled with Man’s own desire to have life make sense, to understand it is what creates the Absurd.  “The impossibility of reducing this world to a rational and reasonable principle” coupled with Humanity’s “appetite for the absolute and for unity” is the problem, the absurd is a construct of how we as humans interact with our surroundings. This makes more sense to me now, and while digesting it I found myself in more agreement with Camus than I ever recall being on my first read.

I’m just now getting in to Camus’ critique of other philosophers who have posited the absurd (though under a different name) and their treatments of suicide.  From the his initial remarks in the beginning of the text and the title of this subsection, as well as various throw-away comments earlier. I’m guessing Camus isn’t that impressed and accuses his colleagues of giving up too soon and abandoning reason and logic to get themselves out of the “desert” as Camus calls it.  Camus says he is taking the problem seriously, a back-handed insult at others that they’ve been far to frivolous when dealing with the subject, and will see it through to the end.  I was amused that he posits that if he found suicide a logical consequence of the absurd world he’d commit it, knowing full well that regardless of his conclusions he hadn’t killed himself and so had found someway to rationalize life, despite initial claims to its inherent meaningless.

Re-reading Camus

My hope is that as I re-read it I can look at my previous thoughts and compare them with what I am thinking now and compare and contrast them, and in so doing see just how my own philosophy and thoughts have changed and in what directions.

Tizian's Sisyphus
Tizian's Sisyphus

I first read Camus in high school.  My sophomore or junior English class was given The Stranger as a reading assignment.  I don’t think I quite understood everything that was going on in that book, perhaps due to failure of my teacher to provide context to the story or to the philosophical debate that was the background of the work.  Despite my original distaste for Camus sparse writing style I began reading his other works and through Camus I discovered existentialism and such philosophers as Nietzsche, Sartre, Wittgenstein, and many other prominent philosophers.

I’ve read many of the complete works of those listed above, but that was about 10 years ago.  I tried to re-read Thus Spoke Zarathustra and Ecco Homo recently and found that I had moved on, had changed that those works didn’t speak to me as they once had.  So, I put those books down and moved on to other things… But, in the back of the mind I wondered, “How much have I changed?”  If a book that had had such a huge influence on my life then, one of the most influential books I’d ever read, no longer resonated with me how much had changed?  Were there other books that I’d find opaque that were once clear?  I wanted to find out.

I’ve just started reading Camus’ The Myth of Sisyphus and other Essays,”  again. The work deals with the issue of suicide and if it makes sense, even in a world that is recognized as absurd.  I chose this book because I remember liking it when I first read it, and I wrote throughout the margins my thoughts and comments on the text.  My hope is that as I re-read it I can look at my previous thoughts and compare them with what I am thinking now and compare and contrast them, and in so doing see just how my own philosophy and thoughts have changed and in what directions.

This is hopefully just the first of a number of posts on the text and my reactions to it.

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What I’m Reading Massive Update

I’ve finished a number of books but have yet to update either the “What I Recommend” or “What I Am Reading” pages, and since I have a bunch to unload, I’m just going to do it here. First, though other news. If you go over to Gamestooge and click on “About Us” you’ll see that I am now the Senior Writer over there. Also If you go over to 2old2play you’ll see that I’m a contributor writer there as well!  Now all the work I do over there is free, but hey people are reading my writing which is a start, right? Lets hope so!

Okay, this is going to be quick and dirty:

The Thin Red Line by James Jones – Buy it – By far the best war novel I’ve ever read, Jones’ portrayal of the assault on Guadalcanal by American troops during WW2 is unforgiving. Jones prose and story is so powerful its focus is not on the action but rather the people in it, exploring how humans can and do kill each other and the toll it takes on all of us. I can’t recommend this book enough to those who wish to see past the hollow glory that warfare provides… A scathing rebuttal of those who would have us believe war is noble and the greatest endeavor man has ever participated in

The Prince of the Marshes by Rory Stewart – Check it out at your local library – Mr. Stewart went to Iraq in August of 2003 as part of the temporary Coalition Provincial Authority that the United States and Allies set up in Iraq before the Iraqi elections. He served for a year there as a deputy governor of Amara then Nasiriyah in Southern Iraq.  This book’s value comes in that Stewart doesn’t pull any punches, he just reports the facts as he witnessed and what he witnessed was largely corruption, chaos, and incompetence.  Not that you should be surprised by that, like it or not, Iraq is our generations Vietnam, an ugly wound that will only be healed once all of us are gone…

A Theory of Fun for Game Design by Raph Koster – Niche Book – This book would only interest you if you’re at all interested in Game Design (any type digital, analog, board, card, etc.) Koster recognized that in his field there was no authority or theory behind how games should be designed, what makes them interesting, compelling and fun to those who play them. Game Designers largely grope in the dark while making their games, at best they were operating intuitively and hoping for the best. It’s one of the reasons copying is so blatant in the industry.  Koster tries to provide a foundation for further research and theory to be built upon. Beginning with what “fun” means and how that applies to humans. Koster states that fun is merely learning and that games are a great way for us to learn. That games are serious business worthy of serious scholarly study and that as such games should begin to live up to their historical stature.

I don’t recommend getting this from Amazon as the folks there are selling it for close to $100, instead check out half.com for a better deal, well worth the read if your interested at all in the emerging field of ludology.

The Wolf of Wall Street by Jordan Belfort – Avoid – Mr. Belfort has quite an opinion of himself, despite the fact that as far as I can tell, no one really cared much about him until this book came out… Unless you were once an employee of his brokerage firm or knew the man there isn’t anything here for you to read. Full of shallow conversation, ridiculous hyperbole, and needless swearing (not to mention one unbelievable incident after another). This book will be my first experiment in making a false book, I wouldn’t want it to end up in anyone Else’s hands, I’d just feel too guilty doing that to somebody… Terrible just terrible. One more thing, I question whether Mr. Belfort actually knows the definitions of some of the words he uses… Complete narcissistic tripe.

Elric of Melnibone by Micheal Moorcock – Buy it – Moorcock is hailed as one of the creators of “new fantasy”, trying to separate himself from the epic archetypal stories as told by J.R.R Tolkien as his many imitators, this is where he got started. If you’re a player of either Warhammer or its Sci-Fi cousin 40k, these should especially interest you as Moorcock is the largest influence on the idea of chaos in the Warhammer worlds. Elric of Melnibone is the first in a 6 part series introducing us to Elric a dark anti-hero. The emperor of a nation declining into decadence and beholden to demonic forces, Elric is an albino, weak of body, philosophical and strong of mind. He sustains himself through drugs and his vampiric sword… I’ve just started these and haven’t been disappointed and excellent start to a series and definitely not in the normal vein of the genre. You can find the books in the series individually at either half.com or abebooks.

There you go all caught up on what I read, and if you think you’re going to purchase one of these please use the links above as I get a small bit of the proceeds!

Coming up next, Analog Gaming 2

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