Moses down from Sinai, a poem

unattributed.

You never forget
The words of
A vagrant prophet
A junkie messiah
Anointed in the
Castoffs of the
World, spiced
By the rancid
Odor of
Rotting teeth

No

You never forget
Never mind
That he’s deranged
Consumed by
A hunger
Nothing here
In reality
Can provide

In hoarse words
He assaults your ears
Spitting preacher’s words
From a waste bin pulpit

“The world opens
And shopping
Carts fall in,
Then you
Will know
The age of
Garbage has
Come
The rise of the Refused.”

Powerful words
Even when they
Mean nothing
For a mere coin
More such street
Wisdom can be
Bought
For a bottle of
Cheap liquor
An Apocalypse
Is yours

Just remember
The given words
Are yours alone
For this destitute
Joshua leaves
All his memories
At the bottom
Of empty bottles

Trying to free
Himself of the demon,
God.

 

PS – If you enjoyed reading this, if this touched you in anyway. Please let me know. This is one of (many) poems I am considering for submission. I’d like some feedback and critique though, as I can’t get it anywhere else. So, if you have a moment please leave a comment with your thoughts. Thank you.

Reflections on Autumn

This is going to be a short but important post for me. I’ve had one of my poems published in a magazine. The Yolo Crow is a literary magazine for the California county of Yolo, where I live. I submitted one of my poems, Reflections on Autumn, in June and I found out at the end of last month that my poem had been accepted for publication and would be appearing in the Fall 2009 issue (it’s the first poem in the book.)

Autumn Ride  by Ming Chai
This is going to be a short post but an important one for me because I’m telling you about my poem being published in a chapbook!  The Yolo Crow is a literary magazine for the California county of Yolo, where I live.  I submitted one of my poems, Reflections on Autumn, in June and I found out at the end of last month that my poem had been accepted for publication and would be appearing in the Fall 2009 issue (it’s the first poem in the book.) You should visit their site and order a copy of it!  While you’re doing that tell them why you’re buying it too.  I might have posted the poem here before but I think re-posting it is in order, so you’ll find it below.

This isn’t the end. I’ve submitted other poems to other magazines and will continue to do so.  I do need to spend more time writing poetry though.  Next month, as this month is NaNoWriMo and I’m participating again for the third year.  I’ve never been able to successful complete a NaNoWriMo challenge and I don’t see that happening this year either.  Instead of writing a 50,000 word novel I’m aiming for 10,000 words this month ,which should be difficult enough.  What is 10,000 words, a novella?  We’ll call it a short story.

In other news, I’ve got the garden all planned out and priced, as well as the fire pit and patio around it.  They’ll both becoming together over the next month and a half.  As soon as I get a camera and a scanner I’ll be uploading pictures and images of it all.  We have a composter on the way too, which should cut down on our garbage and help with the garden.  Busy, busy times!

I’ll end with a random thought, Lava Lamps.  Are they the most amazing thing to come out of the 1960’s?

Reflections on Autumn

Light pierces the eye, hits the pan of the skull,
a dazzling display that with every fold of color, every shimmer, brings pain.
The sky is empty and the eternity of clear blue is marred by only
the stooping sun.
The breeze lazily curls around the body, seeking, slipping through thin cloth, brushing against flesh;
flesh pale and cold, unwarmed by blood that is too thin,
pumped by a heart that works like the engine of a run-down Chevrolet,
pumping, struggling….and finally pumping again.
The wind carries merely the hint of things that once were
which now lie buried by ash and forest debris,
fermenting in soil.
On barren trees but for a few leaves
fruit hangs overripe on the vine,
pungent skins cracked and bleeding
drawing endless clouds of insects
which fill the air with the sound of
contentment.
Contentment that lasts for but an instant, a flash, and it is gone
and they are gone,
small bodies littering the ground
struck down by a cold that comes from the north,
from lands far distant.
From plains of unbrushed life,
fields of ice radiate  iridescent
under an atmosphere thinned,
thin like the flesh of a grape,
or the calm on water,
easily torn, easily broken.
Thin like the soul…

Eurydice in Rags

…end up, fantasizing, about the long, drawn out, descent to, the underworld…

Scattered

is how i find

myself

so often

My mind shakes

and trembles

standing

alone in a

sterilized

hall with a walker

and dirty shift

An image

that comes

to mind

only because

it’s true

and the

intent of this work

Shifts every

three lines

wanting to write

to say how

hard it is

to think

to create

and you

end up

fantasizing

about the long

drawn out

descent to

the underworld

Dead

Long before you

ever arrive

Accosted on the Way to Work, 8:32 am

…or the destitute

Joshua leaves

all his memories

at the bottom

of empty bottles…

You never forget

the words of

a hobo prophet

a junkie messiah

anointed in the

castoffs of the

world, spiced

by the ramvod

smell of

rotting teeth

No

you never forget

nevermind

that he’s mad

consumed by

a hunger

nothing

her can

now provide

“The world opens

and shopping

carts fall in, then

you

will know

the time of

garbage has

come, the

rise of

the refused!”

powerful words

even when

they mean

nothing

for a pittance

morewsdom

can be ha

for a bottle

of Trader Vic’s

an Apocolyptica’s

worth is yours

reasonable rates

Just remember

the given word

is your’s alone

for the destitute

Joshua leaves

all his memories

at the bottom

of empty bottles

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