So tomorrow another quarter ends and at this point I’m making all sorts of promises to myself that I’m sure to break as soon as it becomes convenient to do so. As my days become open to do those things which I’d really like to do more I begin to fill them with all the activities I’ve been putting off since Sept. The truth though is that my break between this ending quarter and the one beginning in Jan. is going to pass by before I realize it and I’ll look back and see that I spent my time sleeping or vegging in front of the television or computer screen.
Oh, I’ll make plans to go out and do some photography and I’ll pencil in some time to write every morning and a dozen other things I’ve wanted to do but haven’t yet. Cheered just by the thought of doing these things. When the time comes to act though, I will inevitably find myself too tired to leave the house… ‘vacation’ will take place in my bed as usual. Finding the madness in my dreams preferable to the reality that surrounds me…
